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Yuri on Ice ~ Digital Fanart by LilyPad2307 Yuri on Ice ~ Digital Fanart :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 16 1 Draw Your Squad Meme ~ Digital Drawing by LilyPad2307 Draw Your Squad Meme ~ Digital Drawing :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 7 4 Noodle ~ Gorillaz by LilyPad2307 Noodle ~ Gorillaz :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 26 5 Spring Seasonal Drawing by LilyPad2307 Spring Seasonal Drawing :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 21 5 Golden Glasses ~ Digital Portrait by LilyPad2307 Golden Glasses ~ Digital Portrait :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 38 7 Bombshell Blonde ~ Digital Potrait by LilyPad2307 Bombshell Blonde ~ Digital Potrait :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 33 14 Melanie Martinez ~ Redraw by LilyPad2307 Melanie Martinez ~ Redraw :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 12 7 Self-Portrait ~ Digital Sketch by LilyPad2307 Self-Portrait ~ Digital Sketch :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 17 2 Random Sketch ~ Hands by LilyPad2307 Random Sketch ~ Hands :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 8 0 sinningsoftly's Pokemon Avatar ~ by LilyPad2307 sinningsoftly's Pokemon Avatar ~ :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 13 4 Naomi Reference Sheet ~ by LilyPad2307 Naomi Reference Sheet ~ :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 9 7 Naomi ~ New OC by LilyPad2307 Naomi ~ New OC :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 18 7 Summary of Art 2016 ~ by LilyPad2307 Summary of Art 2016 ~ :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 3 2 Winter Walk ~ SAI Sketch by LilyPad2307 Winter Walk ~ SAI Sketch :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 12 9 Winter Pregnancy   by LilyPad2307 Winter Pregnancy :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 13 3 April O'Neil ~ Request for WereKatt by LilyPad2307 April O'Neil ~ Request for WereKatt :iconlilypad2307:LilyPad2307 33 2


E C H O  by xXPoisonedCookiesXx E C H O :iconxxpoisonedcookiesxx:xXPoisonedCookiesXx 92 13 art dump thing by sinningsoftly art dump thing :iconsinningsoftly:sinningsoftly 7 3 Wonderland by yuumei Wonderland :iconyuumei:yuumei 6,989 144 Silent Scream by kawacy Silent Scream :iconkawacy:kawacy 4,622 103 Woah by cookingbythebook Woah :iconcookingbythebook:cookingbythebook 9 3 Yuri by Natello Yuri :iconnatello:Natello 1,799 84 Yuri!!! on Ice: Hi, Yuri! by Suncelia Yuri!!! on Ice: Hi, Yuri! :iconsuncelia:Suncelia 1,545 144 Yuri on Ice (Victuuri) by Mikkapi Yuri on Ice (Victuuri) :iconmikkapi:Mikkapi 2,796 174 ok by sinningsoftly ok :iconsinningsoftly:sinningsoftly 10 6 Andromeda by sinningsoftly Andromeda :iconsinningsoftly:sinningsoftly 6 7 Nymph Sketch by Selenada Nymph Sketch :iconselenada:Selenada 1,008 0 Sketch by DetailedExpressions Sketch :icondetailedexpressions:DetailedExpressions 8,435 480 sketch by chuumink sketch :iconchuumink:chuumink 674 35 Dragon Sketch by KalaSketch Dragon Sketch :iconkalasketch:KalaSketch 468 33 after school by Fukari after school :iconfukari:Fukari 4,253 90 Moonlit Peony by cherriuki Moonlit Peony :iconcherriuki:cherriuki 1,576 54
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Lily Milan
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
United Kingdom
Hi, I'm Lily, I'm 14 years old and I love drawing! I have an Instagram account as well where I post even more art so check that out too!


P.S I'm not a consistent poster, I post drawings when I feel like it

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Goner | Twenty One Pilots by JustYoungHeroes Stranger things stamp by seagaull Tag You're It | Melanie Martinez by JustYoungHeroes
Stamp - Hetalia Fan by MJ-Kagamine Afternoon Tea Love by Gasara Stamp: Squidward by AMX-269


Yuri on Ice ~ Digital Fanart
Sorry that it's crappy, it's kinda rushed [ YURI ON ICE ] :Yuri Plisetsky:
Enjoy! [ YURI ON ICE ] Drunk Yuuri 
Draw Your Squad Meme ~ Digital Drawing
Haaaaa hi I'm still alive, I just a lazy artist that can't be bothered to post Luhan : Nervous Laugh 
I did a draw your squad meme as I haven't drawn my friends in a while Heart 
So I wrote this for a website I was formally part of.
This is a very personal piece of writing for me and I don't want any hate, you don't have to read it. 



   You may have never heard of this before, or maybe you have. Depersonalization in my eyes is one of the most unheard mental health issues but it's also one of the deadliest. The official definition of depersonalization is,'Depersonalization or depersonalisation can consist of a reality or detachment within the self, regarding one's mind or body, or being a detached observer of oneself. Subjects feel they have changed and that the world has become vague, dreamlike, less real, or lacking in significance.'

   From experience, I would say that this is a pretty accurate summary, however, it's not all of it. What I aim to achieve from writing this article is to shed some light on the name and the feeling of depersonalization. This is because of the fact that it took me several months to put a label on what I had and why I was feeling like this. I'm hoping that if there is anyone following this page that has had feelings like this before, then hopefully I can try and help them and give advice on how to cope.

   In early autumn 2015, I started feeling like I was watching life play out through a TV screen; it was like I had no real control over my actions, thoughts or speech. Even when I was telling my close friends about these feelings I was getting, I would have no control over anything I was saying to them. I felt like a weak puppet for so long, I still feel this way but I'm learning to deal with it.

  It's hard to talk to your loved ones about this because I think it's one of the most difficult sensations to explain. People confuse this with depression because it's often described as feeling 'numb' and 'emotionless', I personally think that it's closely linked.

   My advice for anyone who is dealing with this, there are certain things that you can do to pull you back into reality. Firstly, widening my eyes and focusing on the tiny details of certain things like fur, fabric and leaves helps me to focus and have slight control over myself. I used to do this with my friend's dog when I first started to lose control.

   Secondly, controlling your breathing always helps, despite people always saying that if you focus too hard then you can find it difficult to actually breathe. I find that it helps you to feel your body and crack that numbness for a few, sweet seconds.

   Lastly, don't be afraid to tell your friends or family. I left it too late once and it just builds up and affects your relationships with everyone. It's an extremely tough thing to speak about but if your friends and family know what you're going through, then they can try to understand and help you fight this.

   There is no cure for depersonalization, however, it can get better by avoiding certain things (if you can). From experience, I say to avoid stress, fights, arguments and anything traumatic.

Noodle ~ Gorillaz
After the new release of Saturnz Barz I'm actually in loveeeeeeee Heart (gorillaz) Murdoc 
I wanted to do some fan art of Noodle as she looked so cool in the video! 
Enjoy! ~
Spring Seasonal Drawing
I finally finished this! I'm hoping that I can keep this seasonal streak going for a while Heart 
Be prepared for a lot of flower crowns in the next few months Flowerpot 

Are you afraid of the dark? 

7 deviants said I don't mind it
6 deviants said Yes
5 deviants said No
1 deviant said I love it!


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