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If you don't care about vents or my mental health then stop reading. Hi to the account that hasn't been used in months. If you were wondering, no, I haven't gotten better. I think I've gotten worse to be honest but hey, at least I'm good at hiding it.   I get the feeling of being immersed in lukewarm water 24/7 and then for rare and brief sweet moments I become cold and I can feel again but as I said, rare and brief. I've found that if I think about it and stare at something for at least 5 minutes then I can have a sweet moment, however, I have to summon my conscience to do that and believe me, it's easier said than done.   There are th

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So I wrote this for a website I was formally part of. This is a very personal piece of writing for me and I don't want any hate, you don't have to read it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Depersonalization   You may have never heard of this before, or maybe you have. Depersonalization in my eyes is one of the most unheard mental health issues but it's also one of the deadliest. The official definition of depersonalization is,'Depersonalization or depersonalisation can consist of a reality or detachment within the self, regarding one's mind or body, or being a detached observer of oneself. Subjects feel they have changed and tha