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I'm not okay.
If you don't care about vents or my mental health then stop reading.
Hi to the account that hasn't been used in months. If you were wondering, no, I haven't gotten better. I think I've gotten worse to be honest but hey, at least I'm good at hiding it.
I get the feeling of being immersed in lukewarm water 24/7 and then for rare and brief sweet moments I become cold and I can feel again but as I said, rare and brief. I've found that if I think about it and stare at something for at least 5 minutes then I can have a sweet moment, however, I have to summon my conscience to do that and believe me, it's easier said than done.
There are th
Something Personal...
So I wrote this for a website I was formally part of.
This is a very personal piece of writing for me and I don't want any hate, you don't have to read it.
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Depersonalization
You may have never heard of this before, or maybe you have. Depersonalization in my eyes is one of the most unheard mental health issues but it's also one of the deadliest. The official definition of depersonalization is,'Depersonalization or depersonalisation can consist of a reality or detachment within the self, regarding one's mind or body, or being a detached observer of oneself. Subjects feel they have changed and tha
Average Teen
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What do you have:
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[x] Brother In Law
[ ] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[x] Half sister
[x] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[x] Boyfriend/Girlfriend
[x] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[x] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[] Have/had a hot tub
[x] Guest room
[x] Living Room
[x] Own computer
[x] Own TV
[x] Flat TV
[ ]There is some big carpet at your house
Total so far: 13
[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[ ] MP3 Player/iPod
[ ] PS2/3/4
[x] Nintendo
My Future
Right so, I think I have a brief plan of what I want to do when I leave secondary school. It might not happen but it would be nice if it did.
I want to have a gap year when I leave six form (if I even get in to begin with) and I want to travel around India.
Yeah I know, random right.
My Dad said he lived there for around 2 months in 2009 and he said it was lovely but the poverty was difficult to see, that's the only thing that would hold me back.
I've wanted to go for a while to meet the people, see the country, see the culture, the religions and the art. All just seems really interesting to me and it might help me to decide on what I wan
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